Common difficulties
The main difficulties
people face are:
Feeling too sensitive to function normally
Having
no one to talk to, no one who understands you
Confusion
about what you have opened to, how to integrate it with what you
knew before, wondering where all this is going
Pandora's
box opens, revealing memories you thought you'd tucked out of
sight years ago. It feels like a roller coaster when you go from
moments of bliss and clarity into deep pain, depression and emotion.
Feeling
too spaced out. If you are really spaced out, if you are going
through too much emotional or mental processing, or too sensitive,
you may not be able to work which creates financial difficulty
for most people.
You may
be wondering if you have gone crazy. Reading what others say about
their experience helps people feel less alone. When you realize
many others are having similar experiences, these odd occurrences
feel less 'crazy' and more like they are phenomena. If you are
in grave doubt about your sanity, consult a spiritually open medical
professional if you can find one.
Depression
/ the dark night of the soul, inevitably follws glimpses of light
and clarity. Perhaps our previous state of consciousness feels
very dark by comparison. High energy washes the seeds of unprocessed
past into our conscious mind for clearing. we often feel cut off
from the light we used to have and perhaps blame god or life for
ripping us off. (Happily the
light returns later when we've cleared our 'stuff.')
Sometimes our
internal clearing takes the form of illness.
Sometimes our illness are symptomatic of resisting transformation.
Fibromyalgia may be one of these. See www.lingerinthelight.com
for a description of fibromyalgia and a kundalini opening.
If you become
very open, you may let in, or feel like you've let in, a negative
energy field or entity. Ask this entity to leave if so, and if
you can't clear the entity yourself, contact a prayer group or
professional (often psychic) who can do this work.
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