Common experiences
You
may be wondering, 'how do I know if I'm in spiritual emergence?'
There's a wide range of experineces that can occur during spiritual
emergence and transformation, orienting around some common themes.
Identifying them might help you figure out what is happening,
and/or put words to what is happening.
Spiritual emergence often
begins with an experience of some sort - call it a mystical experience,
an altered state of consciousness, kundalini awakening, our of
body experience, near death experience, or satori. Awareness opens
to a deeper state than usually known. This can be blissful, a
total revelation, disorienting, or fear-inducing depending on
how you relate to it.
You feel spaced out, dizzy,
unfocused, unable to get anything together. You are literally
'floating.' Grounding is needed. Physical sensations may accompany
your experience - rushes of energy (called kundalini), energy
pouring in your head, involuntary movements (called kriyas), tickling
sensations under the skin, heat or pressure in the body, undiagnosable
pain where energy builds up.
You may well feel very
sensitive to everything around you - vibrations, electro-magnetic
fields, other's emotions, TV, synthetic clothing, food - you name
it! At it's peak, life can feel all but unbearable.
New abilities may open
up - psychic abilities such as clairvoyance, telepathy, seeing
auras, ability to heal, deja vu, and a much more loving, compassionat
heart. These are wonderful gifts, but nonetheless need adjusting
to.
As you become sensitive
to more subtle realms and energies, you may become increasingly
aware of psychic entities, negative spirits, and the global mind
(i.e. you can 'feel' what is going on around the world without
having to read a newspaper to know what is going on.)
Many people become aware
of their guides and other spirit-teachers. It takes time - seeing
how things pan out - to know which beings are worth listening
to, to discern where good advice comes from. Just because a being
is not incarnated doesn't make it necessarily wise.